oh man.

im sad. YES I AM. dissapointed really.
you see, there's this halloween party at my place tonight and like alot of them told me their not coming. and now, all the stuff i bought it's sucha waste of money. they could have told me that they wont be making it like earlier? NOW they tell me? i mean, isn't it being just .. (sigh)
this really bugs me. i wish i could just DROP DEAD and DIE. =(

and anw, i bought a hamster recently and her name's KIRA. My sister named it. I love it really, when im upset i play with her. (laughs)

oh god, help me. i don't know what to do. im so darn discouraged. nothing seems to go right.
weight of the WORLD's on my shoulders. i don't even think that the class bbq's a right choice now. i feel like cancelling it even though it's not even fully prepared.

help me, lord.

drowing in dissapointment-

tricia