hey there. okay, i'm here to apologise. For being such a slut. I know it's been really hard to get along with me yesterday. :( I was ignoring people like crazy. It's so shitty.
I shouldnt have been so sensitive. I should have known my girlfriends ARE the way they are and i respect them for it. :)
so i guess it was me.
I'm sorry.
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I wanna bring up a topic bout beauty. What in the world, out of all the topics, do I have to bring this up? Sometimes it really kills me to think, hey, you know, I think I'm fat here or there. I need to go exercise! No it's not really. If you wanna be beautiful, you have to be confident and good inside! Feel proud that you have the assets to show others. But don't bring it too far though. Only then will you be able to portray that natural beauty outside. It's not the image that counts, it's that "Umph!" in you.
So if a guy holds your hand and walk you down the aisle, you could feel happy because you're an image for him OR you could feel happy because he gives you a secure-hand-grip that speaks "you're mine". So you decide, what kind of happiness you want. If you just want the pretty face, go ahead. You'll understand someday.