autobiography

seeya soon babes! ((:

2008-03-26T22:04:00.002+08:00

I must be doing something right

2008-02-27T22:39:00.002+08:00

Today shagged much. :( Physics failed. Knew it.
Everything seemed dry today. I only enjoyed chinese. haha! serious. Fu lao shi's damn cute, idk why. I just like to see old people at work i guess. :D

Aw man, sec three camp is so friggin short. :( I wish it was longer. So meet-the-parents day will never come. I had bad experiences that left me in tears. Shitz, i have a bad feeling bout this year.
Especially since im failing most of the subs. AND i have tuition. I STUDY, i just don't know why im like this.

Im so glad we've a special spot in school. :D
I like writing letters. Sometimes i think it has more meaning than texting. I rather you not have your phone you know. I hope im not moving into things too early.

Most of all, it's built to last

2008-02-24T00:02:00.003+08:00

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"Built To Last"

I've looked for love in stranger places,
but never found someone like you.
Someone whose smile makes me feel I've been holding back,
and now there's nothing I can't do.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

All of our friends saw from the start.
So why didn't we believe it too?
Whoa yeah, now look where we are.
You're in my heart now.
And there's no escaping it for you.

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

Walking on the hills that night with those fireworks and candlelight
You and I were made to get love right

'Cause this is real, and this is good.
It warms the inside just like it should,
but most of all it's built to last.

'Cause you are the sun in my universe,
considered the best when we've felt the worst

and most of all it's built to last

my love isnt a lie ):

2008-02-22T21:57:00.002+08:00

SHAGGED WOR. ):
Gb on fridays are both good and bad. Saturdays would be an offday but friday would be SUPER tiring since there are loads to bring and stuff.
Im sure i could have passed E math if not for all those careless mistakes. arrgh, shitz man.
So, im certain on one thing, i can't sprint so i shall not participate in sports day cause it would be humiliating.
today's pretty dry so, yup, imma dried sponge now thanks to double math.

adios. :)

you tarded!

2008-02-20T23:26:00.003+08:00

OMG LIONEL'S TARDED.
- T says:
My brain is so small it can only understand this much.
- T says:
poke you
- T says:
gedddit?
†``...[liôηӗl]]™ ____:: OT fever says:
ER...UH...HUH?
†``...[liôηӗl]]™ ____:: OT fever says:
LIKE....THE...WHAT?

HAHAHA, you funnaye. :)
i'd be blogging more on LJ now. :)

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SEEYA

helloooo, im lindsay lohan

2008-02-19T19:46:00.002+08:00

oh dear oh dear
im happy again. :D

heloooo, im lindsay lohan!

you leave me speechless

2008-02-19T18:21:00.002+08:00

Im sad today. :( I screwed up in Physics and Chinese.
My chinese is not good fyi. I just got real lucky and somehow pop into mango's class.
The whole dayyyy was boring. Nobodaye said anything. I was drained by all 4 papers.
And after school we had this i-wanna-go-home-yet-i-should-go-somewhere-since-it's-after-common-test feelingg. But we ended up waiting for the HCL babes and in the end, we went back without yonghwei since she went to eat.
Reallyyyyy feel like catching up all those loss of sleep for the past few days but i can't cause i won't be able to sleep til like 5 tomorrow. :(
Why oh why did shuyi dearest have to make us take this bet. Seriously.
Sigh, think happy thoughts now.

OKAY, melly's house on THURSDAY! :D we're gonna be girlies by having fun in the pool and stuff. When i'd be trying to get as much sun, mel said she would try to stay under the brolly with as many cucumbers all over her body. HAHA. :D
Idk whyyy i changed my skin. I made this new one for fun. Idk whyy, i mean since im switching to LJ soon anyway. :)
Tomorrow's late dayyyy! :D

The Nanny diaries

2008-02-15T23:59:00.002+08:00

I went over to Aunty Mary's for dinner! Omg, i miss her! :(
She's so nice, she remembered what i used to do and like okay! Damn touching. To think she's a grandmother of TWO already is like, wow! :) She took out all those old photos with rounded edges and showed us all the kids she took care of and even my sister and i when we were like, uhm 2? She thinks that i should go cut my mushroom hair again! AHH, i love her! Her cooking is damn nice too. :D When i went there at like 8 there were like, so many little kids around me! Like some nursery. I am like, the oldest! Omgz, so paiseh cause they all like, STARE. Ahh, they were still diaper kids! ohhhh, remember those times. I love my nanny's place cause there's this special smell. And she has windmills everywhere so that the house will never be too quiet. She's been keeping fishys for 10years and there's this granddaddy clock that chimes. Damn cool, i love. :)

I promised to go back whenever i can cause she insisted that i became so shy! Okay, im not when im with the girls definately. Shu Melly and JQ knows how affected i get. So anyhows, she asked me to go back for dinner so i can catch up with the smallish people! Though i dont really know them :) 'Cept Juleen who's Sec one this year. she's like the "closest".

I GOT GB IN THE MORNING! :(

&&& I got something else going on after that *wink!* ;)

How special

2008-02-14T23:09:00.002+08:00

Back from guitar. Okay so, i am asked to blog about him today. :) I shall then.
Because the girls, LIKE MELLY, insists that i don't share bout our stuff. Okay, i tell youuu now!
Reason nodded was cause he was being really thoughtful he understooded. He made me happy and he remembers stuff about me, surprisingly.
I always thought i was invincible but i guess not now. :)
Booyah, i love valentine's day. I feel happy.

It's our time now

2008-02-14T19:18:00.002+08:00

Omg, i'm so HAPPY! happier than my birthday!
I finally said yes! So glad i did so cause i have a enormatic feeling i wont regret. :)
Thankyou everyoneee for the presents, cookies and cards and flowers. So heartfelt THANKYOU! You too, love, thank you! :)
I've got ALOT goin on this weekend, im so scared cause i've no timeee to revise! I suck in memory!

Okay have to go now, toodles!

shucks

2008-02-12T22:46:00.000+08:00

AHH, im dead cause i've not completed MC's homework.
shitz. :( But i spent like an hour folding bags for Vday.
Zomg, idk why, but there's this halfjumpyhalfdead feeling inside.
Idk if i should look forward to it or what.

Today physics killed me. Officially.
Mrs chan looked weird with lipstick, Lim Ch is so oblivious.
I also realise i got a SUPER duper round face. Which i don't like at all. But i can't change it, it's me right. :) Okay, so whatever now, it's late and i feel like showering. Im weirdddd.

Omg, idk if i should get him anything. I feel weird now, really. No wait STRANGE. i feel strange. I don't wanna upset anybody neither do i wanna get hopes high. What to do, tricia, what to do.
And HOW am i suppose to tell you so. :( I really really don't know.

Ah, slap yourself tricia.

Dear dear friend, Im sorry if you're feeling lefted out. :( I mean, you are still MY FRIEND okay!
Im certain, and you be certain too! I love ya for saying sorry when i knew stuff happened and im apologising too. I know you'll read this. So i love ya babe, don't get so down. Im still right here. :) I promise that if you need someone there, I will always be kayz. xo, love

Bring your thermometer tomorrow everyone!

flustured til i cant spell flustered

2008-02-11T23:14:00.000+08:00

I had tuition today :)
Learnt new topics for A math, and studied SPA notes.
So shagged today cause we did alot of mugging.
Tricia is not flexible because she cannot absorb her math.
Gawd, i need people to push me on in math, seriously not working. Wait, so is physics.

We had a lotta heartfelt-friend-prob talk while having dinner. I love it when we do that. Cause i get to know the girls better. This way i know how to relate my stuff to them and they can give me better advice. I like speaking to Nicole cause i can relate my stuff to her. :) Thankyah, love!

And then there's Vday. I such an idiot. I don't even wanna come school on that day anymore. :( Feels weird this year. I don't know. Let's just say, im afraid. Just afraid. :(

OMG, i have like 3 more days. Im so scared, cause i don't wanna regret this :( shitzz.

we had this crazy plan to meet, and runaway together

2008-02-10T11:46:00.000+08:00

God, im tired. ):
It's been visiting non-stop these four days okay. Im so shagged.
I've been sleeping late everyday! Idk how im gonna wake up at 0630 tomorrow.
Shit.
I've got so much pictures but i don't wanna upload them :(
Sorry, but yeah. Maybe you should go to DA and see those floral ones soon.
Im gonna watch a movie with the girls laterrrr! :D 27 dresses wor.
We catching the 0230 show at marina! I wanna get accessories at Diva too. Girls can never have enough eh? Then tonight im gonna go to my nanny's place. Zomg, i miss her so. :( She's like my second mom but i've not seen her since.. 2years back? She's been there for alot of my-first stuffs. Like, my first cup of honey water, my first toy pram, my first set of cooking toys! OMG, I MISS HER. im gonna call her later!

Of course im flooded with house chores which i must complete before i leave at ONE. Zomg, one hour.

Goodbye.

he's my peter, and im wendy

2008-02-07T21:05:00.000+08:00

Im at my Aunt's right now. And it's boring the shizz outta me. :D
But im giggling at the com right now, cause my cousin has a spas laughter and they're laughing reallyyy loudly.
Im such an antisocial idiot. Im hiding in the room blogging while the rest are having so much fun playing PSP.

Cherie told me something really freaky today that totally disrupted my decision. I told shuyi and she went "oh-my-gawwwd!" Seriously it was damn freaky. She got me thinking now.
Dear dear dear God. :(

So the hotcakes are just like me, bored to death while visiting.
Goodness, one more day.

Omg, i love the pictures in National Geographic Mag. :) I somehow wish i'd be able to travel the world, take home those breathtaking memories in the form of pictures. How nice eh? I really wanna go to Isreal and Alaska! Wait til i get my first paycheck.

Im going home in 10 minutes! (:

Bridge to Wonderland

2008-02-07T11:06:00.000+08:00

If the heart is always searching, can you ever find a home?
When i hold you in my arms, i know that it's forever,
I just gotta let you know, that i never wanna let you go.

Happy Chinese New Year, cupcakes! :D

Ang paos wor! (fits)

I lovelovelove the newer version on Look me in the eyes! (:

Ohoh, something really funnaye happened last night!

Mommy called us all downstairs for the CNY countdown and then when the 20seconds timer appear on tv, it started beeping like, "(beep)20!(beep)19!(beep)18!..." And mommy STOOD IN FRONT of the tv and started turning around in circles wondering WHERE the beep came from.

Omg, we nearly died laughing. Damn funny. And I was like, "Mommy! It's the tv! Quick sit down!"

Man, i've got the cutest parents on Earth.

okay i just heard the car come in, means that i have to go dress up! :D

Don't go breaking my heart.

2008-02-06T16:25:00.000+08:00

It feels boring now. I'm sorry Idk why.
We got second today. Felt odd losing to them. (sigh)

I found out Sean Phoon is weird. He says his doings out like "Sigh" And "Lols"
Starhub and Singtel's catching people using LIMEWIRE! Oh no!

I have reunion later. Haha, the first thing that came into my mind was, what to wear!
Okay, i have to save up for another bag. I cant resist it! It's too nice! Vintage can. FEP!

I realise im always feeling tired. Ah, weird. Xin en, I found out that you read my blog. :D
So, Hello!

Tell me what makes a man

2008-02-05T19:23:00.000+08:00

I did my math after school today.
Im not looking forward to the CNY break cause, the teachers are taking advantage of it and giving us more homework. Besides, im gonna miss my friends ALOT. Just the weekends make me blue, so now, what more do you think this holiday might do? :(
Tomorrow's the performance. Whoosh, good luck,yo. :D Let's hope the extra guitar would work fine.
And then there's the movie thang after school, Slamdunk? whoah, Jay chou's like OLD and he's trying to be forever young. -.-

Dinner's ready, im not hungry.

Ohoh! :D I bought my bucketbag today! At interchange for A STEAL at $14. Sulynn's gonna cry when she hears this cause she bought hers at 25.
SHUYI CAN'T CAM WITH ME TOMORROW!
she has physio! Like whyyyy. I mean, just some snap snap CAN!
(Sigh) oh well, that's it for the 5th anyway.

2008-02-05T00:59:00.000+08:00

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Til the end of time, please be mine

2008-02-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

Im tired.
So when i finally reached home, i realised i just had to do my gong han and pack my bag, that's it!
When will I know when i'm ready, when will I know what's right.
I realise that my blog isnt just SOME blog anymore. People read it.
And it feels insecure to let out deep stuff now. Knowing more people actually read than expected.

Tomorrow is stay-school-study day! :) SSS!
Muggg with shuyi in the canteen after school, esp Chem and physics i need the drilling. What Covalent and Ionics are driving me nuts.

Time check, 1130 and im not sleepy. What should I do.

Daddy took Mommy to the flower garden and she's gonna pick up a pot of her favourite and that's gonna be her vday gift. HOW SWEET. she's getting a pot 'stead of a stalk. :) Awww! And they're still not back! Gosh, time check, yo!

AHHH, i got the craziest idea to do for the girls on Vday. ILU all, just wait and let me surprise you all!

okay back to the serious work.
Im really doing my investigation so let's just hope i'd say something soon.

2008-02-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

I went shopping today!
I bought meself a vintage belt and skullscarf. :)
Poor Nicfits had aches. Sara was so hyper and Siewbin lent me her PHONE, zomg. I love you! I had tons of messages coming in and it HAD to die.

Camming on Wednesday, ya interested shu? :)
Im saying please with loads of love, babe.

Jamming was awesome, cause of the loudness. teehee. I love it wor. too bad it's expensive.
I found out the history thing was cancelled! No more GERMANY. :( I thought it'd be cool if the girls all go there together.

Idk, how im gonna concentrate in school tomorrow.

"Please Be Mine" - The jonas B.

They come and go but they don't know
That you are my beautiful

I try to come closer with you
But they all say we won't make it through

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I'll be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

I'm in and out of love with you
Trying to find if it's really true
oh no no no no
How can I prove my love
If they all think I'm not good enough

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you
I can't stop the rain from falling
Can't stop my heart from calling you
It's calling you

But I'll be there forever
You will see that it's better
All our hopes and our dreams will come true
I will not disappoint you
I will be right there for you 'til the end
The end of time
Please be mine

I AM A PANDA.

2008-02-01T21:25:00.000+08:00

School was tiring and i found out a drastic thing. :(
And im so gonna miss JIAQI! i wont see her for a week or so. She's flying to Sarawak.
Gosh there's so many tests nest week, i must study but like, i have to go out in the weekends and IM TOO TIRED TO STUDY NOW.

Sheesh, whenever the teachers remind us that our o levels are like less than 2 more years, I seriously freak out. :S I can't stand the pressure. Gosh.

Nervous syndrome

2008-01-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

Omg, im like scared for Xcountry. :(
Im running alone! Good thing? Bad thing?
Shuyi sprained her ankle, Mel and Jq helping out.
Omg I suck. :( I think i should just go for it. AHHHHH. OMGGGGG.

Ok, I EDITED MY POST ON THE SLEEPOVER ALREADY, NIC!

And im not getting the dress for the comments werent good. :)
That might be a good thing cause im going shopping tomorrow and saturday so i might find more nice stuff. :) Greaaaat!

(AHHHH. 4.3 - 4.3!)

Nice MrsShuyi'sMom sent me home in her cab today! :) Tuition was funnayyye with MC, as ALWAYS. :DDD

OH YAH. DA HAS UPDATED!
THERE'S SOMETHING YOU SHOULD SEE AVRYL!

Things I gotta do. Stuff i gotta know

2008-01-29T22:09:00.000+08:00

Today is home-early-study-and-sleep day. :)
I came home nice and early at 3 and cooked my own lunch. Then i started on Math which i totally need to screw into my brain BECAUSE i forget easily. Im such a shitbrain when it comes to math. I can recognise the sums and know how to do, BUT i will forget how to apply. It pisses me off when my friends get fed-up explaining to me the stuff idk about cause i feel SO inferior. I keep telling myself, "Tricia, you know this!" Argh, i suck.

There's chem test and essay writing test tomorrow. I think i flunked both my math tests and I definately flunked my tingxie. :( Like wth, ting xie can fail? Yeah of course, me.
Im gonna start on MC's physics worksheet now. I made tea to make me stay awake. I can afford to sleep a little late today since tomorrow's a jolly ~~good~~ wednesday.

Mommy bought me a blouse from Split and i didnt really like it. I feel bad so i did not say. :( But she gave me the choice to go back to the shop and take a look at other stuff, and then i can exchange for something else if i do see something catchy. I feel so bad. :(

"Will you ever notice..?"

doing something right

2008-01-28T00:33:00.000+08:00

My feet hurts, I havent done homejoy, I haven't learn tingxie and it's 7 hours til school.
Shit.

I've been shopping all day and i got a floral top from chomel. Damn, but i might be getting this too. Please comment on it. Gonna buy it at $23. cheap, no? Please comment!!

Should i get them?!
I couldnt get anything from cotton-on cause mommy's not convince that it's of a good material. Sheesh, she keeps disagreeing with me. ugh. pisses me off everytime.
I had so much FUN yesterday at the sleepover. Zomg, we facialled eachother with cucumbers. :D And we played truth or dare. Calling people at midnight. Damn, was it funny siol. :) Especially the vballers like **** *** *** ****? Omg, funnayyye. We keep bursting into fits of giggles. Like wth, sleepover wor! Then we watched Princess Diaries 2 all the way to 2 am. Nearly died cause the air-con was COLD. And melly ate the blanket or smth.
Of course we camwhored. In the morning. Against the pink walls and in the garden. We cooked breakfast then went shopping and jamming. Phew, what a weekend! :)
In exchange I DID NOT STUDY. :(

I need to slap myself. Gosh.
Okay pictures would be up as soon as shuyi sends them over!

Hmph!

2008-01-25T16:55:00.000+08:00

THERE. TAKE IT.

Something that I already know.

2008-01-25T16:21:00.000+08:00

Omg, im so sad.

I lost my planner. :( I can't find it anywhere. I have all the things like receipts to claim from GB and stuff. Im gonna cry. Just pray that it's in school. Under my table maybe? Missing for TWO days! like wth, my planner! Out of all things. I hate to lose my things.

I came home early but i played guitar for long time.

So i need to go start on my homejoy or else i'd have NO TIME cause my weekends are booked. With the girlies! :D We're gonna have a sleepover with kiddy PJs! :D They're coming over tomorrow evening and we're gonna watch tons of shows. We'll camwhore with the idiotic hairstyles and the pictures shall STAY WITHIN FOUR WALLS.

There's GB tomorrow. And i can't claim my money. :( Sadness. But we're receiving AWARDS! Zomg! yay! I hope i'd get promoted this year. Copral Tricia Tan. Cool wor! But i hate it when other uniform groups look down on us cause our ranks are always one rank lower. :( But it's still equivalent! I decided that i would not take DI course next year. It's kinda time consuming and I doubt i have the ability. I mean, work so hard to just get this badge that says "drill instructor" and then serve for another 2 more years after graduation. Hmm, well, not exactly what i had in mind.

homejoy homejoy homejoy...

Thou shall not dinner eat I.

Too full am I.

Shakespere! <3>

I learn that from my sister. She's doing shakespere for lit. :D Sometimes i wonder why DIDNT i choose SACSS.. I mean, they've got cool sport ccas and they've got even cooler subjects like DANCE. But if it wasnt for SHSS i would not have met the girls. :)

It is homealone for me today. Which is good cause i can go crazy. hahaha! Kidding! Im not happy of my physical results. I run 1.6 and im tired. No good. I will die at Xcountry.

NOW. the jinyou thing stings me man. GAWD.

He thinks im bloody thickskin?! ) &%@##$^&*(^&*()

He dies. Im not speaking to him.

Math Insights

2008-01-24T22:37:00.000+08:00

Netballers won! :)
Hurray! Okay idk bout the sleepover. Still have not asked.
Well, anyway, Im so pissed. There's something that they won't tell me and i mean, WHY NOT?
It's just knowing for gawd sake. >:(
What's your problem to get so bothered by it. It concerns me, doesn't it? I should be allowed to know. argh, so effed up. Just wanting to get to the bottom would mean going through so many contacts and messaging joshua one thousand times.
It sucks, just cause of some stupid thing that made me so mad and spent my jan24th horribly.

But then, after lesson today, my sister and i went for dinner and she made me laugh hilariously.
She makes my day so much better. Even though it's like 10 at night and i have 2hours left of "my day" I still felt happier. We were both from girl schools and you know how it can be like ? All the oohs-ahhs and fits of giggles girls always share. :) I love her so! We had pizza and laugh til we had aches in the tummy. Whatever i lacks she gains, and whatever she lacks i gain. Good for her, she's got a tv in her room. FLATSCREEN WOR. But i cant argue cause i got the com and my cream furnitures. :DD

Conclusion for today, angmohs are still, the best. :) JONAS BROTHERS YO.

So i can get over you

2008-01-23T16:34:00.000+08:00

Hey all. :) I backtracked my music genes to WESTLIFE.
Oh gosh, i miss them. My first cd, first ooooh-ahhh-guys.
I can't find the chords for this song though.. :(
If you are able to find it, I'LL BE YOUR FRIEND! :D

Anyway, today is dull. Cause everyone has the sian face.
CD was combined, i didnt bother to complete chinese zuo ye, and math was screwed. Confusing.

I wanna go to the jamming studio againnnn! :D
And I can't wait to try out Daddy's analogue cameras! I shall ask him how to set up a dark room and where to get equipments to wash my own film. Im sick of using the tiny 7.1 mpx camera. It's too.. simple! I can't experiment with more focus, angles and lighting. :(

Well, tonight is TUITION! :D
and im gonna meet shuyi at 5.15 and I HAVE NOT BATHED.

Sleepover with the girls on Saturday!! :D Yay, they're gonna see my newly painted pink walls and cream coloured furnitures!

I think i need a facial. DRY SKIN WOR.

toodles (:

And i'd give, all the love in the world

2008-01-22T23:09:00.000+08:00

Auditions were good.
But could've done better. :)
Poor guitar string bursted. It was a beautiful black beauty. But we couldnt use it no more until it's fixed.
Took the I/C photo today. And yonghwei says today all the girls in school seem to have a bad hair day. haha, how ironic.
Loads to memorize on Math and Physics. And i got damn confused between a-math and e-math. :( Sheesh.

Happy birthday sze ern! :D ILU!

I owe many people presents. Like nicole, mandy, szeern and ben's is coming as well. :)
CNY's coming! And i am clothes-less. Havent done SUCCESSFUL shopping trips! (uhoh)

&& i love it when people recognises me for my love of photography! :D I feel proffessional. LOL. But im not okay, fyi. Shuyi's so much better at it. Right, shoo? And you owe me a photospree!

Dear you

2008-01-21T22:41:00.000+08:00

click for more on DA.

Just got back from tuition.

Alright today was a really tiring day for me. I plonked and died on my bed the momment i got home from school. Was suppose to go Taka, but it was time consuming to travel there, so i just slept. :) And when i woke up, i had to go for tuition which was quite sucky cause i have the just-wake-up-and-dont-feel-like-studying mood.

But tuition made me feel better cause i get to do A math! && Melissa was so crappy, i love it when she's around. :) She makes me happy. Then i took the bus home with Shu. Got a blister, bought a burger. My yakult and milo gave me a tummy ache. :( So i was upset at about nine-ish.

I like it during chem today. :) We laughed ALOT at LimCH! Omg, and he doesnt know!?
Great man, Great. Again, Melissa sat next to me, so she cracked me up incessantly. haha! And Evan had this really FUNNY LAUGH and his plus mel's laugh equals to my asthmatic laughter.

Tomorrow's the auditions for the band thing. Let's hope we'll win another hundred! And we can actually do this officially. Call ourselves The (something).

whatever, tricia.
Goodnight, world.

Don't let anyone tell you that you're not strong enough

2008-01-20T12:49:00.000+08:00

YAY i finally get to work this damn com.
It's been attacked by a horrible software and therefore kept restarting on it's own.
can somebody tell me what it is pleaaase? :(
But my nice cousin will come repair it anyday now.
So before this thing goes bonkers again, i shall post bout my days.

Yesterday, we had tons of fun when we met at Paradiz to go jamming. Poor aloy kept going out of tune .. haha :) And so we practice for two hours and then we left.
Yonghwei's group was so cute. They were really funny. We all went for dinner at Plaza Sing and then Jingwen wanted to get leggings but i didnt think that it would be easy to find it at Plaza..
We went back at 8+ almost 9 and took the train together. JQ and I were checkin' people out, and there was this brunettte JQ couldnt stop checkin. :O

I finally reached home at 10 and I watched Heroes season 1 on Starworld marathon. :( i didnt catch all though. But i will get to see the repeat later tonight. :)
being able to talk to him through messages cause it would allow me to know him so much better without going all red. I know he won't read my blog and so i can write it down here.

27 Dresses! I wanna watch it next week after Cornerstone service. :D Opens on 24th fyi.

Indices should be done with calculators.

2008-01-14T17:35:00.000+08:00

Hello! Shopping yesterday. Felt so much better. :)

Didnt get much though, but im still happy.

I got Sara and Lionel presents too. :D Yay me! Im nice man.

I've got tuition later. Got questions for Chia the man.

&&&&&!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!

I lovelovelove ya!

I wanna thank daddy for taking days of leave to paint my room!

It's so pretty now i HAVE to get the girls to sleepover soon. (: My wall's pink and white!

And my furnitures and white and cream. Nice wor. (gringrin)

Tonight's gonna be a long night cause we're gonna go for a dinner to celebrate AFTER tuition which is like l-a-t-e. so i won't be back so soon. :(

this heart it beats for only you

2008-01-13T10:34:00.000+08:00

Omg, im sucha failure.
But okay, i'll get over it.
I know I may not be capable in some ways, but i can do much better in others.

Oh dear, Im missing 2E like crazy now.
I look at my sec 3 work and i'm like wth, Im growing so fast. :(
And I don't understand how jealous and angry i can get with someone. It's hard to imagine me losing my grip yeah? And you don't see me tear either.

I'd be going PP with shuyi and cherie later, Im gonna shop my woes away and hopefully get a present for someone as well. But first it's the homework and revision of this week.

*

"Here We Go Again" - Paramore

And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back,
These words and hold our breath
Forget the things we swore we meant

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Well, I'm not.

And here we go again
With all the things we did
And now I'm wondering
Just who would I have been
To be the one attached
At all times to your hip?
Forget the things we swore we meant.

I'll write you just to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Oh (No, I'm not)

I'll write you to, to let you know that I'm alright
Can't say I'm sad to see you go
Cause I'm not. (No, I'm not)
Well, I'm not. (No, I'm not)
I'm not, I'm not.

And here we go again
With all the things we said
And not a minute spent
To think that we'd regret
So we just take it back...
(No, I'm not)
So we just take it back...
(I'm not)
So we just take it back...

I realise nothing's broken

2008-01-06T00:03:00.000+08:00

My sister sounds like a man.

She's got a bad throat.

So shagged after packing GB room and decorating the school with GB posters.
But lovely Miss gan treated us to pizza and chicken wings. :) Joey, yan lin and i really cracked our brains to think about the recruitment and finally we decided to do an alliance with BB. :)
We got many plans but I can't reveal mucha here, not safe. hahaha! Hmm.

I stayed home today because i had to complete some of the Gb things. :(
okay i know these two pragraphs are like flooded with the GB word.
And also cause Mommy and Daddy went out on a date to watch the Jacky guy in concert.
aww so cute
So cherie and i had dinner at bedok food centre. Which was so extremely crowded we had to da pao. :( and we watched lilo and stitch the movie and eat. :) aw, i love it when we have quality time together.

"i like stitch! so cute!"
"no! Lilo nicer. got squashy nose."
"Tsk. you. stitch so nice lah." (slaps the lap)
(slaps the hand)
(slapping continues)
(breaks into hysterical laughter)

I love my sister. :)

chinese boxing.

2008-01-04T18:02:00.000+08:00

Im so busy! Oh yes i am.
Dedicating quite abit of my time to cca selection day presentation.
Phew, so far i've doubled confirmed on borrowing uniforms for display, laptop and campshirts.
Rosters are done, flyers (not yet) and posters are done.
Okay why am i telling you? Cause i wanted to double check therefore so and so. ta-da!

There were people who said i looked different now.
Duh, im turning 15! I've grown so much like in terms of hair length, height and thinking.
I've decided that my fifteenth birthday celebration would be out shopping with my girlies til i drop and then have a really nice dinner with them outside. yay! that'd be so fun. :) can't wait.
Slap yourself Tricia, it's like 7 months away.

Friday's like my free day. So is wednesday. and Sunday. So these three days i'd be enjoying myself thoroughly. By burying myself in heapsa books. NOT!
:D

I will most prolly need algebra tuition. It's never been my thing and I don't absolutely hate it, I just can't do it. It seems to be a recognising problem like what method to use for which kind of sums. Get what i mean?

I LOVE P.E. ! Cause Mr Shane kwok's like, the best. "He rockses my sockses mans." avryl would say haha! He's so damn nice lah. Actually im pretty satisfied with everything i have this year. I was doubtful bout some classmates but realise maybe it would be nice if they were quiet. Then i can study. And not play til I cry when EOYs come. I work so hard for a good holiday you know.

Time for me to open up my heart and knock on heaven's door

2008-01-03T17:52:00.001+08:00

ARE YOU A GIRLISH PERSON THAT LIKES DRESSING UP ALL THE TIME?

Shut up and listen, not!

2008-01-02T22:45:00.000+08:00

Today was awful.
It was oh-so-mighty-fine when i stepped into school. Hugged all the girlfriends.
Saw my new classmates. Some were pretty interesting.. And some, hmm, ONE, was being such an ass.
But I started feeling awful when the talks set in and the teacher started ranting incessantly.
Omgz, I was like TRYING to drift to wonderland but I HAVE TO listen? Like wth. (Slap yourself, Tricia)
And when i went to parkway and didn't buy anything back, I felt worse. All pouty.
Felt so bad not speaking to anyone but just FINDING for that damn planner.

cause i rather waste my life pretendin', than have to forget you for one whole minute

2008-01-01T15:32:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!

We're gonna be a year older, chicks! :D

And so tomorrow is THE big day.

(well maybe not for you but for me -hell, yeah)

Okay, so im still wrapping some exercise books, gotta iron those uniforms and pack my bag.

My lovely prefect sister have to go to school at 630 am tomorrow.

Which gives me the opportunity to take bus with SHUYI manz. :D

I've got a whole list of new year resolutions and i shall just keep it to myself.

I believe that it is something personal though.

I created a paramore video collage yesterday!

Cause they were just too good. :)

POSTERIZE IT,YO!

+++

and this is something i found at shu's blog. DAMN FUNNY CAN.

title: THE GREAT ESCAPE

RULES:
1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says
How would you describe yourself?: Beautiful Soul -Jesse Mc.(omg. okay.)

What do you like in a guy/girl?: I could sing of your love forever. -Hillsongs

How do you feel today?: Where are you christmas? -FaithHill

What is life's purpose?: Like a Rose -A1 (wow, imma flower)

What is your motto?: Make You Smile - +44 (hellyeah)

What do your friends think of you?: Where'd you go? -Fort Minor (They are always there damnit)

What do you think of your parents?: At the Beginning with you -Anastasia the movie

What do you think about very often?: I wanna be like you -Smash mouth

what is 2 + 2?: Everything -MichaelBuble (O.O)

What do you think of your best friend?: Better off -Ashlee Simpson

What do you think of the person you like?: Walk Away -Kelly Clarkson

What is your life story?: Fallin in love -YouthAlive band (!)

What do you want to be when you grow up?: That girl -McFly (hmm..)

What do you think of when you see the person you like?: The Nicest Kid in Town -Hairspray soundtrack

What will you dance to at your wedding?: I caught Fire -The Used

What will they play at your funeral?: Look me in the eyes -Jonas Brothers (OMG, it's closed can)

What is your hobby/interest?: Crazy -Simple Plan

What is your biggest fear?: Rumours -Lindsay Lohan (zomg.)

What is your biggest secret?: I can't hate you anymore -Nick Lachey

What do you think of your friends?: She will be loved -Maroon 5

What will you post this as?: The Great Escape -Boys like Girls

TADAAAA!

It's not over tonight

2007-12-28T17:42:00.000+08:00

First thing first,

There's a meeting for all GB girls tomorrow morning at 1030am on the orientation.

Conducted by Raquel, who insists that it is CRUCIAL that all committees turn up. Attendance is compulsory!

Today was GREAAAT! Woke up bright and early to go cycling with shuyi and yonghwei at East Coast Park. I tried to tan but i failed. I got rosy cheeks though. We stopped at Mac for breakfast, then we took many pictures along the coast and more.

I was so afraid i would fall cause school's starting in bout a week, and i'll look horrible if i fell. Scars and everything. :( But thankgod, i didnt. :)

Then, we went back to shu's to put the bike down and drank some water.

Saw diane tutoring shenyi. HAHA! god, he's cute.

And then we left along with her and off to yonghwei's house where she cooked us lunch. PASTA!

So while waiting for her, shuyi watched Yo Momma and I went to the pool to bake in the sun. (Saw a hottie) But I was deepreading into my book. "Old Magic"

And when lunch and all was done, we had a girlie time.

We watched JONAS BROTHERS ON YOUTUBE. (screams)

I swear, they're so hot. I know, not suppose to use that S word but I just did.

I think they're just cute overloaded. I tell you, Im gonna get over it cause it's just a cycle that goes on, once i see some other new actor-cum-singer whatever that has the potential, it changes their cute-overloaded title. haha!

But then i went home and realise that I've got major chores to do.

Since Cheire is down, sick, I have no one to help me. Sadly.

I had to clean the Damn shoe cupboard. Which is DUSTY and DIRTY.

It has FIVE YEARS OF DUST AND DIRT! Mommy said i had to so i did..

But now it's done. All's done! :)

I have to bathe, return the dvds, go get my shampoo from CS and COOK DINNER.

And before I go, here's something I found

LINK

IT'S SANTA CLAUS' BLOG!

haha!

Love makes the world go round

2007-12-26T19:33:00.000+08:00

"Love Makes The World Go Round"
By Ashlee Simpson

Here, here I am again
And I'm staring at these same four walls
Alone again
And now, all the colors blend
And I'm growing numb and I've become
This empty page

Hold on, its tragic
Stumbling through all this static

I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better
left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that I'm the only
But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground
When you say love makes the world go 'round

My love, look at what you've done to me
For someone who has felt so strong
It's amazing I'm completely gone

Hold on, its tragic
Stumbling through all this static

I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better
left unsaid, yeah
Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that I'm the only
But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground,
When you say love makes the world go 'round

If that's the kind of love you give me
I'd rather be alone, believe me
It's not the way you 'posed to treat me
I'd rather walk away

I just wanna talk to you
And my broken heart just has no use
And I, I guess promises are better
left unsaid, yeah

Everytime you try to tell me
You say the words that I'm the only
But I'm the one who's crawling on the ground,
When you say love makes the world go 'round, yeah
You say love makes the world go 'round
Everytime you try to tell me
I don't care you're not the only
Don't you know I'm coming back around
Cuz I say love makes the world go 'round, yeah
Cuz I say love makes the world go 'round

ho ho ho!

2007-12-26T01:52:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas!
Im so glad cause I sold my first dress online. :D
YES! I did it! And it wasn't too bad at all! Now, i have moolah! Well, not much but it's still money right? I met her at Bugis mrt and pass to her the stuff and she gave me the money. :) I took a few pics at around Bugis street and it was pretty good. :) I'll upload it soon into DA but I'll have to make it wait til tomorrow or something. It's almost two,yo!

So today was the gathering at Aunt's house and I played mahjong. Alright yet not very well either. I got loadsa presents! And all of my cousins didnt care at all bout boxing day anymore, they just tore the wrapper up. HAHA! I love my presents! omgz. (: Today was the best day everr! :))) "see my smiley face?"

I found the place where they sold FILM and WASH FILM-BASED PHOTOGRAPHS! (SCREAMS!) and it's not far from my house either! :DD But it's pretty expensive though. But if it is so that i can take GREAT pictures with that antique Nikon cam that my dad has, I'LL PAY!
seriously, i mean, daddy hasnt consented on letting me use it yet but I SHALL MAKE HIM NOD HIS HEAD. :)

Down with incoming-flu synfrome. :( Hope i'd be better tomorrow or something.

Check me out at SGflea SOON!

2007-12-24T18:08:00.000+08:00

TWILIGHT THE MOVIE

IS IN PRODUCTION.

Lift me up and fly away into the night

2007-12-22T23:31:00.000+08:00

I went shopping with cherie today.
LATE LATE LATE XMAS SHOPPING!
I realised that i was claustraphobic and carsick and bussick :(
Anyways, I brought her to peninsular plaza to get her skinnies and I got myself a watch at Raffles City. YAY! Wanted to give it to one of me relatives for chirstmas but daddy was traditional and said i could not give a watch cause it's bad luck, so now it's MINE!

And, I have hell no idea why BUT everytime i step in or out of a boutique the alarm beeps.
I was mad cause i wasnt wearing any metallic stuff except my earrings. I was so pissed cause i was too embarressed to go in any shops.

But it was great to bond with cherie because we had not gone for a sisters outing for a loong time. And we had loads of fun especially when it started raining and i was wearing my slippers which had no friction. So we hooked hands to prevent each other from falling. HAHA, we were like DUCKS can. C:

Here I've got pictures of today.

and these would be up in DA soon. (:

Yet I don't know enough

2007-12-21T17:53:00.000+08:00

To have a look at it,
please click on the DA at the left column.
OR you can just click here

Im homeee. Soon, i have to cook dinner. But first it's blogging time.
Im working it for nuffnang okay.
Right, so anyways, today was the sec one registra thing. And I had to say the same to over and over to SO MANY parents.
"Morning! Do you know where to go? Alright, the boards are listed according to your child's stream and surname. Once you've found out his/her class, please proceed upstairs to the hall and sit according to your child's class. thank you! (SMILE)"
Omgz, my mouth was so sore.

Then, we went for prata. And i hung with the GB girls and learnt how to play bridge. :\ weird game.
I started to listen to Daniel Powter again. And i learnt two of his songs on the guitar.
Free loop and Bad day. :D His songs are inspirational and it lifts the spirits. HAHA, okay like, what am i saying...

play it backwards

2007-12-20T19:31:00.000+08:00

Hey all,
So the party is going on right now and well, I've no business to remain downstairs.
That's why Im here. My cam's charging, my relatives are eating and im typing. Great!
Let's hope none of 'em will come upstairs.
So, I played ONE game of mahjong with my aunties to cover in for my mom just now and I SUCK. terribly. They were like, dissing me. Argh, nvm.
I hope this nuffnang thing works. I REALLY WANT SOME MOOLAH. I'll most prolly upload my selling blog tomorrow after GB.
Speakin of it, i should iron my uniform for tomorrow's sec one registra.

Please come back everyday

2007-12-20T14:34:00.000+08:00

Today started off really sucky since when i reached school for the meeting, it almost ended.
And it's raining also which made me sleepy.
When I got home, mommy wasnt back yet so i had to go practice on my guitar.
Then I heard mommy come through the door downstairs but i was halfway through the song.
and when im finally done and went downstairs to help her out, she was effin' pissed.
She said that today was the house party and all of us were not helping her at all. And she was under alot of pressure. My mood was like blank so i didnt get angry. I just mm-ed and ahh-ed and ohh-ed. So she finally gave up scolding when i swept the floor and hung the laundry.

Im supposed to photocopy the flyers for the parents for the sec one registration tomorrow but today's a public holiday and it's like, difficult to find a shop with a photocopying machine that is open. shit man. :( And besides, how can i leave my house when my relatives are coming like, soon?

i just learned the song When we die by Bowling for Soup. It's fairly easy. I could teach you, shuyi, if you want. :) So im gonna go practice it now, will blog later, maybe at night or smth.

Oh &&,
I'm a member of nuffnang! So, please please read me blog often so i can earn money. :D I need the extra cash esp when i finished spending my savings and I have no allowance. Omgz, help me thank you!

Hey now

2007-12-20T00:05:00.000+08:00

Went out with the primary school mates today.
And we caught National Treasure Book of Secrets [SP] and Plaza Sing.
The movie was great and i had loads of sushi for lunch AND dinner today. :O
And then we went shopping around and I saw loads of artsy stuff like,
printed paper and embellishments. I thought they were really cool but really expensive too.
So, we walked round somemore and went to sit at Carls' Jr to have smth to drink.
There were really HOT angmohs behind lah, and my mates were mostly in girl-based schools and they fluttered. :D HAHA!

And so, tomorrow Im having a house party and loads of the relatives are coming over.
I hope there'd be enough of us so I can play majong!

When you slammed the front door shut, alot of others opened up

2007-12-17T23:44:00.000+08:00

Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me

Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.

Know what? I need help in LJ.
I wanna sell my stuff at SGflea but i don't know how to use LJ.
Wth, LJ-cut? I have no idea. damn.
So i need help.

Anyway, I spent good long Monday reading. :) Take that, shu. Im training me reading skills!
I read Twilight all morning til late afternoon 4.
Then I went to the supermarket to get groceries for dinner stuff.
After dinner I watched HEROES!
And there was this notice on tv that said the next episode would be shown two weeks from now.
Sucky sucky. I don't wanna watch it on youtube cause it's blur and stuff. I like the special effects on Heroes! And the rental shops had all rented their stock out. WTH. :(
I made a trip to 7frames DVD rental today. There was only the first four episodes of Heroes. Which was not of use to me at all. I want the whole of Season One! So i borrowed D.O.A - dead or alive and R.V.

Am not tired yet so i'll prolly watch D.O.A now. :D

Splish Splash Splosh.

2007-12-16T22:46:00.000+08:00

Today was amazing.
I slept at 3 last night cause i could not put my lit textbook down.
And i woke up at 7 in the morning to go to Grandma's to pray for Grandpa.
we had porridge at Chinatown for breakfast and then Mom and I headed down to
Bishan place to do praying stuff. It was SO HOT! and i wore my leggings which was worse.
And i had to climb up three floors loads of times. :(
But then, mommy took me to Far East at bout 2 and we started shopping.
We shopped and ate and shopped and ate.
She bought herself a handbag and a blouseyish shirt.
I bought two dresses! YAY!
They're from Pandora'sBox and now Imma member of it wor. HAHA!
I had loads of fun with mommy today. She had not been this free for a lonnnnggg time. :)
And we did loads of bonding today. happyhappy!

AND MOMMY SAID I COULD TAKE E-MATH WITH SHUYI!

YAY!

But i have to get at least 5 As at the end of the year to go on holiday. BOO!
but it's okay, MR CHIA WILL HELP ME. :D

&&
Im selling away my CottonOn V-neck top and Grey Pinafore Dress.
For $11 and $17 respectively.
I bought the CottonOn top at $15 and the dress at $29.
I'll be putting it up on SGflea soon. :) Will update again.
PLEASE DO TELL ME IF YOU'RE INTERESTED.

:D love yaw!

Somethings are better left unsaid

2007-12-15T13:02:00.000+08:00

Yesterday we was the dinner at Swensens.
Went A-okay. But a few people didnt turn up and that was quite dissapointing.
Because I've booked seats for you already you know and you just don't come which is not nice.

And then we went around the airport to take pictures which was really cool. :)
And damn photofiltre which sucks cause i cannot EDIT ANYTHING.
So whatever lah, here's the pics. :D

That's it. And I've cropped the pictures to make them fit better. If you want the original size i'll send it to you through msn. :)
Love yaw!

Let's be more than this

2007-12-13T15:29:00.000+08:00

I got alot to say to you,
yeah I got alot to say.
I noticed that your eyes are always glued to me
Keeping them here and
it makes no sense at all.

If you wanna play it like a game
Well come on, come on let's play
Cause I rather waste my life pretending
than have to pretend for one whole minute.

URGH. my day was KILLED.
Damn myself for forgetting my house keys and have
to take a bus and train to go to Mommy's place to get them
and take a bus and train back home again.
I woke up earlyyyy for drill this morning and shit this for happening :(

And I have to pack me shelf today. So that I've got space for my new books.
So shaggggedd. damn it.

I am training hard like rock to be a DI [drill instructor].
Commanding and all that drill knowledge.
I have to memorise them all frontback aye oh.

Tomorrow's the dinner thing and im waiting for jinyou's reply if Cornelis was coming.
Cause I have to BOOK THE SEATS LIKE TODAY. I really feel like plonking on my bed and just sleep off the rest of the day but i know i cannot do that cause i've got things to do.

Im feelin lousy. :((((

AND WAIT for her to give me the keys

See, it isn't so bad.

2007-12-11T15:57:00.000+08:00

You know sometimes reading other people's blog can really suck.
I feel inferior sometimes when i read other blogs that boasts what expensive stuff they bought today, yesterday the day before. I mean, yes you can be a lucky poot, your dad can be some tycoon or your mom's some hippy chicko that takes you out to high tea everyday.
But I can go shopping and buy a dress at $10, a pair of slipper at $2 and I can be as happy as you. I don't have to spend big money? I can go to the coffeeshop and have dessert with my family and I am so sure that I am just as happy.

So I feel that, okay i don't really know how to put this but, i shouldn't feel inferior to those people anymore. It sucks. It's nice being who i am.

Especially when I know I've got lovely friends who bring me shopping, take me to eat ice cream and explore good food.

nabei. :O

2007-12-10T20:58:00.000+08:00

Im so happy today!
Sara Yong and shu came over today.
We sampled painting the canvases today. and i cooked spegs. (i cant spell it)
Right, so we talked ALOT, cause we're girls like wth. ALOT.
And they were stressed over some stupid game. Click here to try it.
Okay have to go nows. Gotta make the food hot for momma and poppa.

SEEYA!

Spanish girls like me. NOT.

2007-12-09T15:56:00.000+08:00

YAY. finally.
my skin is ready and beautiful.

I found me spanish BOOK! oh, i went for lessons when i was eleven. I cant remember anything except for numbers one to ten. :D But it's okay, i'll brush it up. And then i'll blow your mind with me ACCENT. (laughs hysterically)

Yesterday was baaad, moodyish. :( sorry!
But I felt all better after messaging shu yi and yonghwei.
Shu's in BALI! can't wait til she come back, she's got loads of pretty pictures to show me and we've got a cam spree to do. Also, we're gonna find out how to wash out our own films.
You know, dark room equips and stuff? haha, yeah!
This is cause daddy lent me his oh-so-antique camera. It's an anologue kind, which uses films and automatically prints the date on it. :O Cool or what manz.

And Yonghwei loved her fake nails! :D
Toldya you would love it, hun.

Last night, cherie, daddy and I played Monopoly til 2am.
Bonding timeeee. So fun, and i won cause I bought loads of houses.
And the rent went bonkers like, 700+. HAHA!
and Daddy insisted that it was cheap. =.=
"whateverr."

Today is shopping day!
Which would mean window shopping for me, cause i bought loads of stuff this month alr,
doesnt give me prio to get any materialistic stuff today.
So nvm, i can window shop.

oh i lovelovelove this post. Havent been happily typing this kinda blog post for a long while now.

Anyways, on the 14th of Dec we're gonna have a 2E'07 dinner at Marche. Most prolly Vivo? :D The view's great. Leave me comments on whatcha think. If we've got a lotta people coming, i'll call and book tables in advance. If that's possible. I hope they don't charge me for that. x)

2007-12-08T20:59:00.000+08:00

Am so friggin sad.
Dont ever feel like doin blogskins anymore. I don't get nice comments at all.
Blogskin.com is like where all the guys died and the girls turned into bitches.
I need to go cam spree. Please shuyi, please come back soon.

I am an asshole, it's like URGH idk, I feel bitchy.
Im saying bad stuff about everyone. But not telling others but keeping it to myself.

I just got this damn com repaired and my first thing is post about my friggin horrible attitude.

oh shut up tricia.

PICTURESSSS

2007-11-30T18:37:00.000+08:00

Guess what!
I found out I possess some really pretty pictures of Japan.
Never really noticed til now. So im gonna upload it to deviant.
Here are some of it. Full view please.

Don't go breaking my heart; i wouldn't if i tried.

2007-11-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

ok, i rmbred the pictures i promised.
so anyway, i've sent it to mel, ask her if you want it. (:

And YES, im backfrom GB camp.
Happy Happy!! And I know, Im supposed to be drained, tired, restless whatever stuff.
But noo I HAVE TO go out with my friends today.
We went to Cathay to catch Enchanted with YH, JiaQi, Jinyou, Nicholas, Joseph & Aloy.
I thought it was gonna be like boring though cause it was like, half cartoonic and stuff. Romanticly nice, and two thumbs up!

I meant to buy this PURSE! But i've got no moolah. :( sadity. I hope to go back there soon to get it. Sooner would mean, next week. Shitos! :((

But this week is highly devoted to housework and GB decor work.
Cross the fingers that i don't screw up

NEWSFLASH, mooma just came in and i bet she's gonna get me to do her company typos, so im gonna make this entry end like now.

Mooma's bday is this thurs, don't know what to get for her, maybe something that doesnt cost so much? yeah. :) HAHA!

It's not always you get to be this lucky

2007-11-21T01:29:00.001+08:00

My goodness, ALEX PETTYFER IS HOT!

I watched the lovely LOVELY stormbreaker on DVD and i think he's replaced Jonathan Rhys Meyers in my heart. :D

But hey, he's so cute, and what - three years older!
So? Nothing. Idk, he's just another heartthrob.
Bet it's gonna go away soon. When another comes along. :))

Oh, i got the results for the subject allocations today. Was SO nervous. But i think i might love the class im in. Though i realise there are some people i have never heard of, but I've got shuyi? I hope yonghwei will get the appeal approved so she will come to my class.
I'm in Double sci (pure chem, phy), pure lit, elec hist - ss, a math.
Thought Bio would have been better, bt shu's corrected my thinking. :)
I thought POA was not bad, but then again, Miss Lim told me that we can learn it all a go in a month or something. whatever not. but i love the subjects i chose, now all i have to do is work hard.

good luck trish, you're in 3G.

Curfew's gonna break my heart;

2007-11-18T23:51:00.000+08:00

i can't wait til you leave.

You've got your life to lead and I've got mine.

2007-11-18T23:24:00.000+08:00

Tiring day, yo.
Went to Gran's in the early afternoon.
Then to Takashimaya to walk and had a luncheon. ( i prefer this word to lunch - haha! )
Mommy got a dress at wisma and our whole family had ice cream from the one at the roadside?
Orchard road has got plentyyy. (: I love the yam flavor!
And then Mommy had to go back to the saloon cause she was SUPPOSE to have a customer that did eyelash extension. And boohoo to her the customer didnt arrive. So she gave me a facial. I didnt get one the day before, cause she was too busy. So yeaaap. She said that my friends will get a discount if they came.
Then we went to Siglap for dinner.

So that's about it. :D

Oh wait, we're going cycling and tanning on Tuesday! I hope Mrs P would go away. :(
I need the tone. The colour. I don't like the skin tone I'm having now, so i'll try a darker one.

THEPICTURESWILLBEUPLOADEDSOON.

Luncheon.

2007-11-17T17:26:00.000+08:00

Today, shuyi averyl and i went to the St. Hildas Alumni Luncheon at Lion City Hotel, Happy Restaurant. We had an 8 course meal. :O
We sold the lucky draw tickets and raised thousand plus.
DURING the draw, our whole table won. We all had at least one. Yeap, the three of us did too.
Anyway, it was quite fun sitting with those aunties at the table. They were, what they call, "old girls". Haha! Like, all the gossipping and stuff.
I sat there and was like, "that's gonna be us in twenty years." And shuyi just stared. She won't eat anything. 'Cept some.
And avryl won a dvd player! how cool was that. and like, more than half of the "old girls" were rich taitais. There was one that couldn't use chopsticks. omg, damn cute can.

finally, i got the next alex rider book from shuyi.It's calleeeed, ARK ANGEL! oh yeah. :) can't wait. I have alot of things to complete this weekend especially GB.

seeya, loves.

p.s. Im sorry nicole, the pictures for shopping gotta wait. I have no timeeee to upload 'em. But i'll do it asap k? pleaaase and thank you, hun. (:

take the glitz back, I want my soul instead.

2007-11-15T18:05:00.000+08:00

I think I'm going out tomorrow. I think.
Melissaaaa dear, havent told me the time and venue stuff.
I dread drill on Monday. Thinking, it's been a long time. :) a real long time.

A fussy pot, i am. Can't decide on a skin choice til this morning.
Was like, browsing through heroine, mothersound and stuff. Settled with afterbirth eventually.

Cher left for prefect camp today.
Im going to G.class alone today.
I'd be having dinner alone today.
How sad.

I don't know what to wear tomorrow.
haha! Should i wear the flowy top from pull and bear or something rad i put together?
hurhur, tricia's screwed.

So much to say, So many reasons.

2007-11-15T02:01:00.000+08:00

This is it.
The skin. :) It's almost two and i aint sleepy.
I wish I had the next Alex Rider book.

why arent you talking to me

2007-11-09T00:08:00.001+08:00

I went shopping!
So today, i met up with the girls, shu, av, nic and sara.
at first we supposed to go to marina to shop and stuff,
but after having lunch at subway we decided to go to Vivo instead.
And since it was a Deepavali public hol day, there were millions of black ants everywhere
At the station, in the train, at the mall.

"what a beautiful chocolate man!" says sara.

but i guess some of them are alright, :D

We walked all round dangerously, (cause nic was carrying a 700$ gucci bag)
trying to figure out the right stuff to buy.
And yay, tricia came home, a happy girl. I bought a flowy top from pull and bear,
and a spag thing from G2000.
Nic bought a flowy top too at pull and bear. I LOVE P&B!
Avryl, shuyi, sara and nicole got a TOPSHOP GIRL BOXER EACH.
like wth, thirteen dollars caan.

Im such a bitch.
Can you believe im talking like THAT^

okay, so im so happy. just wait, i wanna get hoiseries. (screams)
to go with the flowy top.

tricia is happy! (claps)

I am the joke of the day.

2007-11-07T19:18:00.000+08:00

I just realise,
I look like a smallish, immature kid.
haha!

But whatever,
I mean, that's how i look like right?
I'm not slender, I'm not perfect figured, I don't have pretty legs or whatnot.
But so what? I am what I am right?
So why am I so bothered by it?

Argh cheer up, I'm going SHOPPING tomorrow!
I hope it turns out alright.
Since whatever I used to plan always comes out shit.

haha!

impossible

2007-11-06T12:07:00.000+08:00

omg, i think im crushing on someone i cant have.
I mean it's supposedly impossible.
Now what?
idk.

I tell no one bout this except my blog.
:) yea?

But let's hope i'll see him again soon.

ANYWAYS, shu told me to take this. IMMA GIRL!

YOUR BOY SIDE
(x) You love hoodies.
(x) You love jeans
( ) Dogs are better than cats. DUH!!
( ) It's hilarious when people get hurt.
(x) You've played with/against boys on a team.
( ) Shopping is torture.
( ) Sad movies suck.
( ) You own an X-Box.
( ) Played with Hotwheel cars as a kid.
( ) At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
(x) You own a DS, PSP, PS2 or Sega.
(x) You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
(x) You watch sports on TV.
( ) Gory movies are cool
(x) You go to your dad for advice.
( )You own like a trillion baseball caps.
(x) You like going to football games.
( ) You used to/do collect baseball cards.
(x) Baggy pants are cool to wear.
( ) It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
(x) Green, black, red, blue, or silver are one of your favorite colors.
(x) you love to go crazy and not care what people think.
(x) Sports are fun.
(x) Talk with food in your mouth.
(x) Wear boxers.

Total: 14

YOUR GIRL SIDE.
(x) You wear lip gloss.
(x) You love to shop
( ) You wear eyeliner.
(x) You have some of the same shirts in different colors
(x) You wear the color pink.
(x) Go to your mom for advice.
(x) You consider cheerleading a sport.
( ) You hate wearing the color black.
(x) You like hanging out at the mall.
(x)You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
(x) You like wearing jewelry
( )Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
(x) Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
(x) You don't like the movie Star Wars.
(x) You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
(x) It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, ad put on make-up and accessories.
(x) You smile a lot more than you should. kekeke :)
(x) You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
(x) You care about what you look like.
(x) You like wearing dresses when you can.
( ) You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
(x) You wear girl underwear.
(x) Used to play with dolls as little kid.
(x) Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
( ) Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total: 20

www.triciatan.deviantart.com

2007-11-05T15:30:00.000+08:00

PONG!

2007-11-05T00:18:00.000+08:00

It's fun these days how we spend so much time together.
After not seeing eachother for whatseemedlike centuries,
we caught up.

:) So much plannings, so little time.
Two months to have fun.

Well, not exactly two months. Judging by the homeoffice hours I gotta sacrifice
for GB.

But it's okay, I can still have fun.

The thing is, I'm missing all the love thebabes are having out there!
Parties I cant go, Gatherings I'm not allowed to, Events I missed..
Whatever man.

OH! i learnt majong! Nick and Charlyn taught me how to.
Aww, i love em'. (: Thankyou, loves.

driven into the corner

2007-10-31T11:32:00.001+08:00

photography spree?
anyone?

Breaking the silence

2007-10-31T10:12:00.000+08:00

I'm down with FLU. big bad flu. :(
The sore throat's setting in and stuff.

hate being sick.
There's nothing i can eat, nothing i can do.
Other lazing around the funeral doing nothing but smell jossticks burn, I seriously got NOTHING to do.

But hey, Nick just text for our band to return to school later to jam. Well mommy and daddy said okay, so that should lighten my day.

More cousins will be coming to the funeral today.
Cause the primary school exams sort of ended today. :)
And I hope we'd do some catching up though.
It'd been loong time since we kinda spoke.

Grandpa looked different.
I know he is MY GRANDADDY,
but he looks so strange now that they pumped all that liquid to replace the blood.
All that thick make up.
He didnt look scrawny anymore. He looked abit puffier.
Strange isn't it? Strange.

We should let go now.

2007-10-30T14:30:00.000+08:00

Grandpa passed on last night at 10.29pm.
We were all there to see him go.
As he took that final breath. As his heart pumped one last time.

His children and grandchildren were all around him, holding on to him,
feeling his crinkly, yet soft skin for one last time before he was pushed to the mortuary.

The doctors and nurses came in to disensemble all the machines that were once pierced into his frail body. These were the machines that kept him alive. But he could not sustain. The virus was just too strong.

We trailed along as they pushed him into the lift behind all the wards.
This was the lift that brought many other bodies into the mortuary.
We stepped into a chilled room and the wisp of stench (from the bodies that were stored behind many other doors) blew me away. But we had to bear on.

When they had finally replaced his blood with body liquid which would keep his body undecomposed for a few days, they pushed him out and we saw his pale, white face one more time.

And at that momment I realised, I would never get those wonderful days back. The days whereby he replies whenever I call him.

"gonggong"
"guai.."

He was weak, yet he stayed strong and fought his illness til his final deathbed.
We will be here, ah gong, we will be good.

I love you, grandpa.

i think we're alone now

2007-10-24T21:43:00.000+08:00

Whoopsy daisy.
My apologies for running off this afternoon. (:
I had uncompleted chores, y'see.

Anyways, I am so scared right now.
Tomorrow's talent time day! And i think i'm freakin'.
Tomorrow's also inter-class games. I think i'm gonna slack.
we'll see how it goes, if the mood did come along. haha!
But I'd get to wear the class tee! Well, once.. but still fine with it. (inserts grinning face!)

Imma little pink headed these days.
Whatever I want has to be pink. Like whaaaat?
Pink!

"Can You Feel The Love Tonight" - Sara Paxton

There's a calm surrender to the rush of day
When the heat of a rolling wind can be turned away
An enchanted moment, and it sees me through
It's enough for this restless warrior just to be with you

There's a time for everyone if they only learn
That the twisting kaleidoscope moves us all in turn
There's a rhyme and reason to the wild outdoors
When the heart of this star-crossed voyager beats in time with yours

it doesnt mean anything anymore

2007-10-24T18:05:00.000+08:00

new skin!
Haha.

:D going for something really simple.

today was bo-ring. Talktalks, bahbah, whatever.
tomorrow's the talenttime thing. No combine performance but it's okay.
We're too good that's why. (winks)

Gotta run. (plants kisses!)

you're prolly gettin' frisky!

2007-10-22T21:04:00.000+08:00

Well, not exactly TODAY. :)

How perfect can life be.
I consider myself lucky now. Maybe just for now.
Considering the fact that my Mom's a beautician,
I get privileges!

Went over to her place today.
Got a facial, my eyelashes curled, manicure and curled my hair.
:D How cool was that?
But also would mean a lot of housework and chores as payback.
Bummer.

So Shoo and Jo didnt came to school today.
I guess there's no point actually, coming to school these days.
It's just butt-to-the-hall-floors and listening to ~~educational~~ talks.

I bought new shoes today! Always happy to get new stuff. yay!

At school today, we watched New York Minute as a whole sec 2 cohord thing.
And it was suppose to teach us bout TEAMWORK.
whatever. it didnt. it was more of a chickflick to me. TO ME.
:D

Well, i think i've got issues. But i've also got my bestie TYH to help me.
You pull me outta sewage waters
And take me to the house of bling!

omg, wth am i saying? i don't know.

I suddenly cant wait til the talent time thing.. cause we've been practising real hard.
But still, BUTTERFLES! i get them. esp when there's a biggy i needa overcome.

TAINTEDLOVE WILL BE OPENING SOON!

we shall be getting the supplies REAL SOON!

2007-10-16T18:23:00.000+08:00

this is so depressing.

My marks are horrible. :(
This is what you get when you have high hopes.

Sometimes, it's so strange why i study and the marks don't come.
Maybe im doing it the wrong method?
Maybe others are just lucky.

God-damn Lucky.

when you look me in the eyes & tell me that you love me

2007-10-13T22:28:00.000+08:00

Okay, am not sure what his name is but the middle guy is HOT.
yeah, so was limewiring them and i fell in love with this one. (:
I lost my imeem acount, so urghh, i can post the player. But i guess it's okay. I downloaded it.
You can ask from me.
I love it also cause... it's a duet! Tricia's a meltdown at duets.
Wanna know more bout the Jonas Bros? Click here!

THE JONAS BROTHERS

"When You Look Me In The Eyes"

If the heart is always searching,
Can you ever find a home?
I've been looking for that someone,
I'll never make it on my own.
Dreams can't take the place of loving you,
There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,
To become a better man
Gonna tell you that I love you,
In the best way that I can.
I can't take a day without you here,
You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,
I can reach my tomorrow,
I can hold my head up high,
And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,
And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When I hold you in my arms,
I know that it's forever
I just gotta let you know
I never want to let you go.

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.
Everything's alright,
When you're right here by my side.
When you look me in the eyes,
I catch a glimpse of heaven.
I find my paradise,
When you look me in the eyes.
Oh

and wait! I watched Ella Enchanted today.

I thought Anne Hathaway was SO good. :D I promise to watch all her shows.
Well, at LEAST most of them!

Huff puff and blow me awayy

2007-10-11T12:44:00.000+08:00

We stayed til late last night.
Had so much fun at the Jammin' studio at Doughby Gourt. (is this how we spell it?)
This time we had avryl to sing with us and JQ to play the piano.
And then we had a nice lunch at a sushi place.
JQ and avryl left after lunch and me yh andre and nick went to meet up with joseph jy and josh.
Caught the 4.50 show on The Nanny Diaries at Plaza Sing.
The show could've been better. (: But that Harvard hottie,was wayyy hotter than scarlet johansson. :D
We walked along the Orchard district, sinkin into the crowd and amazing lights.
And then by the time i got home, mommy and daddy wasnt back yet. 9.30pm.
thankgoodness. My parents always preferred me to come home before them, or else, im in deepshit.
Right, so yh told me that the alicia keys lookalike in TND was REALLY alicia keys.
Haha, Okay, "wow, yonghwei! I'm SO SHOCKED!" (gives shock face)
Actually, this time, the guys really dressed up for this outing. At least they were decent! Long pants, skinnies, long sleeves. Whoah. :) Iwas impressed.
No more shorts and slippers!

However, i did miss the prescence of the other girlfriends who had something to attend to.

Remember when I said I've finally been able to let go but actually havent? I know you understand, shu, cause I'm serious this time. I think I gave the slip. And it's not on purpose, really did to. The feeling no longer lingers. :)

Have fun, everyone! It's the hols. And the papers are o'er!

a day in the sun

2007-10-07T15:14:00.000+08:00

HELLO!
I went biking with Shu and JY and Zong yestd.
And whoah(x2) Jinyou fell like, twice?
Poor guy.
And, i dropped shoo's shower curtain.

Super un-glam, much.

These are the pictures we took. Not very clear, and not very professional. But still looks good.
Cause we used a 2.0 mega pix. phone. (:
I didnt edit anything. I just post whatever that is in my received files.

well, maybe except for this one. ((:

in the end, my butt hurts times 1000.

a new theme

2007-10-06T13:50:00.000+08:00

Island Life (:

Y I thought maybe a new theme would look good. :)

whoopsy daisy

2007-10-06T10:43:00.000+08:00

I'm almost done with it! (: Two more to go. Yet, im not studying. HAHA. (:
I'm gonna go biking with JY & S later. all round East Coast.
I'm doin it sorta secretly cause i told my mom and dad im going over to study.
I'M SO GONNA SCORE FOR THE EOYS!
(scratch that, the last line. I just felt like sayin it)

Yesterday, i have the most wonderful time.
We went window-shopping as a family.
And, i didnt fought with my mother. :)

Supposed to practice with the band for the "show" after the exams.
But JQ had a music exam, so we couldnt follow the guys to the jamming studio.
But YH said her dad's friend's gonna let us use his drum studio for free!
(inserts supersmiley face)

I can't wait for the practices to start, but at the same time, i'm so afraid that we'll humiliate ourselves infront of everyone.

We havent found a singer yet, still looking out for her. and maybe, just maybe, we'll sing while playing.

ah whatever.

weeeelll,
i think i'm gonna keep my camera away for the time being.
and about that story i was writing?
whoops? :)
call me, irresponsible.

both of us broken, caught in a momment

2007-10-04T18:44:00.000+08:00

ALY & AJ LYRICS

"Chemicals React"

You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm walkin' on broken glass
Like my worlds spinnin' in slow motion
And you're movin' too fast

[Chorus]
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react

You make me feel out of my element
Like I'm drifting out to the sea
Like the tides pullin' me in deeper
Makin' it harder to breathe

We cannot deny, how we feel inside
We cannot deny

[Chorus]
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah
But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
The chemicals react
The chemicals react

Kaleidoscope of colors
Turning hopes on fire, sun is burning
Shining down on both of us
Don’t let us lose it (don’t let us lose it...)

[Chorus]
Were you right, was I wrong
Were you weak, was I strong, yeah
Both of us broken
Caught in a moment
We lived and we loved
And we hurt and we jumped, yeah

We lived
We loved
We hurt
we jumped
We're right
We're wrong
We're weak
We're strong
We lived to love

But the planets all aligned
When you looked into my eyes
And just like that
Watch the chemicals react
And just like that
The chemicals react
(The chemicals react)

i'll notice, you.

2007-10-01T22:52:00.000+08:00

Fag the shit outta you.
If you think my photography sucks, keep it to yourself.

I think I'm ill.
All that cleaning up of the aftermath of a major disaster in my house,
I finally got bugged. :(
It'd be a miracle if I'll be able to lift off to school tomorrow.

I'm full of hatred now, just nice to add to the number of stress.
MATH & JY'S CIRCLE STRING TRICK!

we wanna make, a memory

2007-09-28T16:32:00.000+08:00

we were supposed to be studying.

2007-09-23T13:02:00.001+08:00

Omg this is hilarious.
The vid i promised. :D

FOCUS ON SIEWBIN.

Let's remain a secret, forever.

2007-09-21T20:23:00.000+08:00

Bushed.
Shagged.
Whatever nots.
All that damn algebra made me sick.

Studied after school at Mac opposite school today. I
Had loadsa help from siew, seh and yong. :D
Thanks you guys!

We studied math for hours. It was already 5+ when we left.
Momma was rather mad at me but well, i tried to show her my tired face.
I guess she ignored me and let me be.

Hilarious part of today was. At Mac.
We laughed like we had incurable fits. Embarressing much!
But it was real funny. Gotta get the vids from Yong before I can upload it here. Retards, we were.

Today the NewZealand vballers came over to SHSS to play against SHSS.
They were hawwwwwt!
If only, I would. :)
Shhh. They are so much hotter than SHSS's. Well, it's not like I'm saying SHSS's ones are hawt, just, erh, geez - nevermind.

Talkin bout NZ, I'd be hosting a girl from over there next month! :D
How cool is it, yo? I mean she'd be staying at my place over the weekend and throughout the week, we'd be touring round singapore. :)

& oh, he talked to me. :)

It's wonderful to see the world up here. :)

2007-09-20T23:02:00.000+08:00

Such a fine day it was today.
I woke up late, but when i came to school, it was like, early.
haha, and hwei made me laugh first thang in the morn.
After that the whole day was maniackotic.
Especially during music, I love my other half -WONG JQ!
she plays better than a pro. I hope they invent a higher word so i can use to describe her.

After school, there was no chapel.
Yes, there is none.
So we went to Mac to have lunch and finally completed the Math trail.
We studied a little of science as well. with nic and qing :)

Nicole traded bags with me today!
I'm now carrying her NUM bag and she's got my deuter backpack.
Cool lah, can! :D

Guitar class today sucked.

Mommy got a new haircut! Really, i think her old hair was better.
But i guess i need to look at her at a different perspective now,
she permed it with bold curls. Hippy.
She can't stop flicking her hair.
In the saloon, In the car, at home, in my room.

The printer stopped running, 9 pieces of paper waiting for my receival.
Math trail.
I didnt do art. Just had no time. Maybe I'll reason something with her
then I'd just hand in on Monday or smth.

Let's hope I can squeeze it into my busy weekend.

you held my hand & walked me home;

2007-09-19T21:08:00.000+08:00

I had tuition today.
Boredom, cause there were people making redundant noises.
Doesnt "redundant" reminds you of Sara? It does for me.

I'd be hosting New Zealand people next month for a week or so.
They're coming to stay at my house and stuff. :) I volunteered.
Miss C.Lum said there were blondayes! I can't wait. :D

There's two tests tomorrow and I'm not studying them.
Good luck, tricia. I guess I've got a little BIT serious now. bout the exams.
But Math is bloody difficult. I need extra. Tutoring. But it's crazy to get a tutor NOW.
I know, I only start to panic like, TODAY. wth.
So I'm gonna go around asking some Math Proffessionals in class. If any would like
to offer me tutor in math. Esp algebra. Drop me a tag if you wanna come along! PLEASE.

When? Friday.
Time? After school.
Where? Most prolly a nearby coffee house or something. (W\AIRCON!)

If I should fail any in final year exams, my dad's not gonna bring me to the David coperfield MagicShow. I love magic! So i'd be really dissapointed if I don't go.
Mommy said that cherie and I should work hard. We would both wanna earn 5figure salaries, don't we? :D
And our husbands shouldnt earn any less!

When the holiday comes, i'll miss your smile.

2007-09-18T17:18:00.000+08:00

My guitar teacher gives us a priority to get to dedicate songs.
In other words, means we get to ask him to teach us whatever songs we want to.
it shouldnt mean dedicate.
Last week, this girl wanted to learn Truly Madly Deeply.
The lyrics are so ironic.

Btw, Im making woven cross keyrings.
One for a dollar. Please make your orders if interested.
If you're willing to pay more, it's good. :)
Money will go to the tsunami kids in M'sia.
GB's going over to bring the stuff and teach them english and stuff. :D

I think I've a blur future. I can't decide my ambition.
Notice, i love Bracket333.

PROFFESSIONAL BAKERS IN ACTION

2007-09-17T21:21:00.000+08:00

We'd spend the just baking

or making

brownies with chocolate flakes!

We'd be playing

with icing

and dicing

eachother's heads!

But at least for now;

2007-09-15T22:11:00.000+08:00

I got this outta the movie HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 2.
I thought it could have been better, but this song stood out.

I Gotta Go My Own Way - Vanessa Hudgens & Zac Efron

I gotta say what's on my mind
Something about us
Doesn't seem right these days
Life keeps getting in the way
Whenever we try, somehow the plan is always rearranged
It's so hard to say, but I've gotta do what's best for me
You'll be okay

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

Don't wanna leave it all behind,
But I get my hopes up
And I watch them fall ev'ry time.
Another color turns to grey,
And it's just to hard to watch it all
Slowly fade away.
I'm leavin' today 'cause I've gotta do what's best for me.
You'll be okay...

I've got to move on and be who I am
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.

[Troy:]
What about us?
What about ev'rything we've been through?

[Gabriella:]
What about trust?

[Troy:]
You know I never wanted to hurt you.

[Gabriella:]
And what about me?

[Troy:]
What am I supposed to do?

[Gabriella:]
I gotta leave but I'll miss you.

[Troy:]
I'll miss you

[Gabriella:]
So
I've got to move on and be who I am

[Troy:]
Why do you have to go?

[Gabriella:]
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.

[Troy:]
I'm trying to understand.

[Gabriella:]
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,

[Troy:]
I want you to stay.

[Gabriella:]
I wanna go my own way.
I've got to move on and be who I am

[Troy:]
What About us?

[Gabriella:]
I just don't belong here; I hope you understand.

[Troy:]
I'm trying to understand.

[Gabriella:]
We might find our place in this world someday,
But at least for now,
I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way.
I gotta go my own way.

Now you know

2007-09-14T18:41:00.000+08:00

Tiring. I slacked. I emptied my whole wardrobe and tried on everything i could mix and match with.

T's stupid. Yeah, I guess you guys found out like, ten thousand years ago or something. :)
Now im gonna cook. Let's see what it turns out to be like. :)

Money made and spent.

2007-09-13T17:14:00.000+08:00

Let's just say I'm just tired these days.
Not in best of moods.
And there's no science test today, damn it.
I made myself study for three wasted hours yesterday.

{notice}

SUNDAY WE'RE STUDYING @ THE AIRPORT
MEETING AT 8.30AM @ TENAH MERAH TRAINSTATION

I might not go to cornerstone. We'll see.
I need a day out, most prolly shopping. It might cure me. Let's go on Sunday if plausible.
Oh, and I feel as if I'm getting fat again.

2007-09-11T22:18:00.000+08:00

I'm such a forgetful person.
I wish I had a bigger brain.

Maroon Five

2007-09-10T18:49:00.000+08:00

you made me think you were something beautiful

2007-09-10T17:50:00.000+08:00

I guess sometimes it's good to just keep quiet. :)
Well, anyways, it's day 1 of school after that one week break and i love seeing my friends again!
Especially the girls. The always bring smiles to my life. I love ya'll! :)
And so, we started to sell stuff at hildancorner to raise the subsidee cost for class tee. :\
Some of the kids in our class arent willing to pay for the shirt cause it's custom made and a little expensive. We sold cupnoodles and chocolatemarshmllowdip. The chocolate made a mess outta everything and guess what? I forgotton to bring the forks. And thank God there were extras in the drawers. I felt SO guilty. I'm sorry.

Tomorrow we're selling more. Come back to buy, everyone!
We found out that volleyball guys are marshmallowers. :S

During History today, I know I know that jinyou and peeps were noisy and all. And that you guys just wanna shoot them dead, but they made me laugh like I was mad. I mean, these are the people that brought life to our class, aint it? :)

It's a cold, cold day.

RARRRR.

2007-09-07T22:49:00.000+08:00

F that guy who tried to kill us.
I was on my way home in my Mom's car. (situation: Mom's driving, sister at the backseat, I'm smsing Joey in the front seat)
Suddenly a man in a car behind us HONK at my Mom for driving so slowly.
EXCUSE ME, it's NIGHT for gawdsake, it's okay to drive with CAUTION!
and so my Mom switch on the Big lights of the car. She wants to show girlpower.
And guess what that bastard did?! He "DRIFTED" in front of my Mom's AT FULL SPEED.
Mommy suddenly brakes and which nearly caused me a heart attack. DAMN YOU, FAG!
(situation: Mommy buay song. Me, still smsing but getting pissed. Cherie, oblivious to anything)
And then he slowed down like about 40km/h kind. and then we were right behind him already. And as we were picking up speed, HE SUDDENLY BRAKES AGAIN. BUGGER!
(situation: Mommy went "Call police now. What's his car plate no. ?! Me, srutinise the carplate and finally got the no. into my phone. Cherie remained quiet.)

For goodness sake, doesnt he KNOW it's bloody dangerous. It's NIGHT TIME and, NEWSFLASH! there were CHILDREN IN THE CAR!! hey, know what? he's just a bloody asshole, lowly COWARD. If you're a man, you buaysong a car with THREE women, why don't you just pull aside and TALK ?! You HAVE to do something stupid. Thank God that my Mom's a kind soul and DECIDED not to report this case. If not, I TELL YOU, YOU DIE AH!

I, TRICIA TAN, WITNESSED IT AND WILL SCOLD YOU UNTIL YOU CRY FOR MERCY!

BIGSHITZOFAGGORT!

Don't be plastic; be you.

2007-09-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

hey there. okay, i'm here to apologise. For being such a slut. I know it's been really hard to get along with me yesterday. :( I was ignoring people like crazy. It's so shitty.
I shouldnt have been so sensitive. I should have known my girlfriends ARE the way they are and i respect them for it. :)
so i guess it was me.
I'm sorry.
+
I wanna bring up a topic bout beauty. What in the world, out of all the topics, do I have to bring this up? Sometimes it really kills me to think, hey, you know, I think I'm fat here or there. I need to go exercise! No it's not really. If you wanna be beautiful, you have to be confident and good inside! Feel proud that you have the assets to show others. But don't bring it too far though. Only then will you be able to portray that natural beauty outside. It's not the image that counts, it's that "Umph!" in you.
So if a guy holds your hand and walk you down the aisle, you could feel happy because you're an image for him OR you could feel happy because he gives you a secure-hand-grip that speaks "you're mine". So you decide, what kind of happiness you want. If you just want the pretty face, go ahead. You'll understand someday.

you know the words "once upon a time"

2007-09-04T00:56:00.000+08:00

Damn, I'm just lost. I've no idea what to do.
I know, why isn't chapter 2 out yet? Soon okay? I promise.
That thing, on my mind, it's so wrenching!
Tugging me and tugging me.

You know?

Stupidly, i fell so hard and now I find it so difficult to let go.
All those stuff you said, i actually believed it. (scoffs)

PFFT. just kill me.

We'd be the great escape.

2007-09-01T22:27:00.000+08:00

Hey y'all.
No I aint done with the 2nd chapter. But believe me, it's almost complete. :)
Anyways, it's been a rough week :S
We got back our result slips on Friday - phew, i didnt fail any. :D
after school, i met up with my primary school girlfriends and shared a cab back to SAC
Unlike the secondary school, the primary school is friggin' crowded! After school, all the puny girls rush to the staff room and squeeze their gifts into the teacher's hands.
"Zomg!" as shu and sara would say.

I think I'm getting fat. Daddy asked if i needed a new GB uniform! Not a good sign.

I tried completing math homework today. I failed. Obsessed with the Sims game. AHH.
:) there'd be more to do so i jolly well better finish it by monday.

Tomorrow I'd be going cornerstone with joey and people. But let's hope they can get the gift for MrC and be in time for service. Cause I wont be able to go CS next week. Dad's day off.
And I also need to get a nicey gift from my primary 2 cousin who's bday is tomorrow.
So i'd be rushing over to my aunt's after service and stuff.

Bleah to all my unhappy thoughts. I pray hard that 34th wont close down next year. :(

Are you in this with me, or not?

2007-08-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

Okay guys, i know i've not been updating like shit lately. But I kinda have a big feez for writing a mystery story now :) Let's see if Im up to it? :D And let's see if i can really continue and finish my "novel" ! Go me! (inserts smiley)
I'm gonna call this thing...

Are you in this with me, or not?

Leslie-Ann Pintonio, woke up everyday with heavy head. Ready for cases of murder, theft, missing people and what nots. She's a 15 year old, studying in a public school just like anyone else. But she's got a special talent. Sleuthing. Her father, Larry Pintonio was a local paper journalist. Just like her father, Leslie was especially interested in this line. That particular morning, she woke up with an irritating buzzing ring tone from her cell.

"...Hel..lo?"
"Leslie! I can't believe you're not up yet! Have you read the papers?"
"No, Mischa, it's 7am. Early? Hello, EARLY!"
"You birdbrain! Go wash up, grab the papers downstairs, and call me back! ASAP."

And the she hung up. Leslie knew she could trust her best friend. She always there for her. Backing her up whenever she's on a case, guiding her academically and shopping with her on weekends. And when Mischa says it's important, then it is. She wasted no time, quickly brush her teeth and comb her thick jet black hair. Still in her nightie and bathrobe she skidded down the hallway and out to the garden. The newspaper lay there on the lawn, just waiting to be opened.
And just as she lifted up the paper, her eyes widen at the huge headline on page one.

Family of 5, SUICIDES.

Police cannot reason out why it happened

Leslie quickly flipped to the next page. There was a photo of the family of five. A man stood there next to a beautiful lady, with a big smile on his face, and a little boy of about 4 years old was sitting on his lap with a teddy bear. He had two other children, a girl aged about 10 and another boy of age 12.

Leslie's eyes filled with tears as she recognised the man. He was Mr Andrew Thompson, her English teacher.

The story continued -

"The bodies of the five members were discovered yesterday evening when a school teacher went to their house to find out the reason why Chris Thompson, aged 12, was not in for school yesterday and the day before. She told the police that she tried ringing the family many times but to no avail. Neither parents picked up their cellphones either. They were found, all lying on a big bed in the master bedroom, sleeping peacefully in their pajamas. There were about 5 bottles of sleeping pills at the bedside. Both parents were sleeping at the two edge and all the children were in the middle. The couple had their hands linked together over their children. -

The police later found out that Mrs Clarissa Thompson was a hotel manager and hardly had time for her kids. She takes time off only once a week to have dinner as a family. While Mr Andrew Thompson was a high school English teacher who have been teaching Besswood High for 8 years. His colleague and students loved him and always enjoyed his classes. He doesn't seem to have any bad friends or enemies. A cheerful person, was what everyone called him.

This case would most probably be classified under suicide but the forensic department is still working on their clues, believing that there could actually be more to this case."

Leslie's heart fell when she read til this part of the article. She had always loved English and creative writing. They were her favourite! She remembered Mr Thompson giving her advices on what to write for her competition essay last summer. Now it all turned blur. He's dead. Gone, everything's lost. He was a great teacher. A lovely friend. Leslie wiped her tears away as she tok the paper back into the house and in the kitchen. There her parents and older sister was sitting at the dining table watching the news on the mini tv above the fridge. All she could hear were mumbles from the news reporter's voice about a suicide in her neighbourhood. Something in her mind was whirling and she knew that she was on to something. She plodded up the stairs in her furry pink bunny slippers, scratching her head with thought.

"There must be more.. " she mumbled to herself as she closed her room door and sat on her bed. Millions of questions streamed into her mind. Mr Thompson couldn't be so selfish! He was a rational person and couldnt have thought about suicide to end problems. He didn't have any enemies... He said that he loved his children more than anything in the world! So why would he suddenly decide to end his life together with his family? Could it be his wife? No it can't be, he loved her! His children would not have known anything! They were just kids! Something's very wrong.

Leslie reached out to the phone on her desk and dialled Mischa's number. There's something she needs to find out!

HAHA! So what do you think? Crazy starting! It's gonna get interesting. Refer back for the continuous story of.. Are you in this with me, Or not?